corvuscrx: (smile)
I'm feeling extremely agitated today as well as a weird kind of lonely. I'm feeling the need to communicate with people to be connected in someway but the thought of going out and doing something seems to be a little on the uncomfortable side. I've been refreshing LJ like a madman but there hasn't been too much posted today to really distract me.

I always get freaked out when I feel this way because my body actually vibrates and I've got this weird tingling all over. It feels like a "body high" that you get from certain types of drugs. I just literally want to jump right out of my skin. An aside, I just tried to look up "body high" and I couldn't find any medical references to it but tons of drug references. You'd think that someone would have addressed what causes this. In any event I'll be happy when this week is over since I've also been having trouble going to sleep as well and I need to use the weekend to reset my sleep schedule.

I really want sushi too, it just sounds damn yummy.

I wonder if my feelings today have anything to do with my post on Tuesday? My subconscious does tend to latch onto things and worry at them until some sort of conclusion or epiphany bubbles to the surface. Thinking about wanting to reconnect to people could very well have translated into a withdrawl like state today were I need my people fix. lol

I'm just hoping tomorrow is better.

Date: 2007-11-02 12:04 am (UTC)From: [identity profile]
i'll have sushi with you if you're buying. i'll even pick you up.

Date: 2007-11-02 02:39 am (UTC)From: [identity profile]
Sorry I didn't see this until after I got home from dinner. Perhaps another time?

Date: 2007-11-02 03:28 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile]
of course - although i'm trying to pick up a second job on the weekends, so i'm going to get really busy soon.


Date: 2007-11-02 12:06 am (UTC)From: [identity profile]
you just had to mention the "s" word didn't you?!
now it'll be on my mind til I pick some up. :)

Date: 2007-11-02 01:52 am (UTC)From: [identity profile]
Oh, thats it. We can never date. I don't do the sushi. lol :P

Maybe they just call it uhmmm hyperactive? Excess energy? or was it more like.. disconnected? I know - ANTSY. Yup. I call it antsy.

Date: 2007-11-02 02:36 am (UTC)From: [identity profile]
we can never date!!!!

That's it I'm swearing off of sushi as of this moment!

will you be mine? ;)

Date: 2007-11-02 08:50 am (UTC)From: [identity profile]
Big hugs to you. This has been a real shitty past six days for me. Live and love each day. Every day is a new challenge and you will only learn to live and love more.

Date: 2007-11-02 03:27 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile]
ot at least make it through until it's not so shitty anymore. :)


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